Monday, February 23, 2009

confusion...???

hey...so this is random...i'm jus confused...and i seem to be getting more and more confused by the minute...
...even now i'm unsure of what to say...weird...since at one point of time i was rather good with words...and well...i always had something to say...or talk about...or an opinion of my own, that no-one could rule out or...you know...and i was...well...an 'individual'...
...whereas now, it just doesn't seem like it anymore...i literally stopped having my own opinions, and started making my decisions according to what other people think...somewhere down the line i kinda feel i've lost the sense of 'me'...and i dunno how to get it back...
...and i just desperately want to...

...DAMNIT! =(

2 comments:

David said...

Why do you think you've lost your sense of you?

*EK* said...

..coz i don't seem to be able to think for myself..i just can't think, it's like my thinking process has been stopped altogether! ...and i just go by everyone else automatically... :(