4am and no sleep again....
when oh when will you have mercy on me o-sleep??? :(

...first there was smoke...
then sparks flew...
before it became a full-on raging fire...!

oh chill it! i'm jus talking about the before-bed arguument/fight that mum and lil miss 'vada pao' had...well i can't blame either of them entirely...each had their own faults and could have in their own way dealt with the situation better...but instead chose...well...the 'no very nice way'...so yeah sadly and obviously enough it ended in a way no-one really intended it to...so here we are, with mum sleepin' on my bed...and well...me out here writing this....oh well! *sigh*

....tired-ness is makin' that few centimetres of bed-space left on my bed even more comfortable lookin' than its goin' to be and that air-conditioner beckons me into the clasps of the room just past the doors to my right....i can't hold back any longer...i've got to turn myself in...the reward is too irrestable to let go....aaaaah....

GOOdniiiiiihtttt....... *dissappears behind the doors*

oooooooh i luv what i did to you with that earlier post!

hahahaha!

P.S. i can be waaaaaaaaaaay naughtier, so...don't let your imagination rum that wild either fellas!¡

^_^

....its finally 7:30am and i'm FINALLY heading to bed!!! yeah finally....
oooh don't ask me what i've been upto all along....coz i've been naughty! ...and i loved every moment of it! ...that was fucking amazing... ;)
details??? your asking for details...oh sweetheart you've just got to dream them up yourself...i'm not, this one ain't tellin' nuin... :P hehehehehe!

*winkies*

^_^

today was relaxed...good in a way, except that i just realized that its almost the end of my summer vacations and i haven't really gotten anything i wanted to done at all...and i've literally had no fun at all either :( sucks when you realise that yah know...!
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oooh but yeah Ruth just painted my finer-nails BLACK today and my toe-nails... SCARLET! oooh they look sooooo good! :P ..i'm lovin' 'em :)

i also ended up finally meetin' one of my close friends boyfriend...FINALLY! ...shes around 23-24 and well we're family friends but very close in our own way...so yeah it was good though i didn't like the guy much...he was so not good enough for her...anyways..lets see what happens there...

i wanna be in delhi atm, with my boyfriend! i miss him. his dads down from Abu Dhabi and weirdly enough i wanna meet him, though i'm rather nervous about it... :-S

...and thats about it...dunno what else to write...and anyways i suck at writing so...no sense boring anyone with all this or wasting time on it either...
seeyah when i feel like writing next...

goodnight!

...so what should i start of sayyin'...? no clue? ...yeah i haven't any clue either...lets see...
okay i got an idea, i think i'm goin' to sit and read up on Ted Bundy..i kno it sounds weird but hey i don't have much to do at the moment and i have a lot of free time and i need to get my mind of other stuff running around and causing havoc in my head and i'm really into these crime stories and different types of crimes, what drives people to commit them, the sadistic pleasures they get out of torturing people and scarring people for life, the methods they use and how different experinces in life can drive people to change so drastically or drive them insane enough to make them think that by killing people they're actually saving their souls etc...so i'm goin to chek that out now...i'll fill u in no worries...

tah'rah!