...I feel like crying..just crying and crying...non-stop! I'm not even sure why i feel this way... :( but yes i do feel this-a-way...I'm confused...and lost..and so many have said they could..and would find me...but they haven't found me yet..I'm starting to wonder whether I'm that at hiding...or is it just 'cause they're really not that interested in finding me...and even if they did try to find me, they didn't try hard enough...
...Maybe I'm not missed...maybe I'm not really worth finding...maybe life is already full for them without me in it...maybe i don't have enough to offer to be worth looking for or bothering about...maybe they've realised they're so many better people to be with and make sure they don't get lost the way i did...
...Now even I'm starting to wonder...starting to think I ain't so worth it anymore and I don't try finding myself...I'm better off lost to everyone it seems...
...Wish someone would tell me why it is thissa-way though...
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