sobs!

yeah, have 2 papers tomorrow but it doesn't seem to bother me as much...
...as much as my dad not being around anymore..
no-one knows the real truth about how i feel, or how i deal with it for that matter,
and thats coz basically, i gotta keep it up for the people i care about the most...
yes it gets awfully hard at times, like especially the last few nights, but i'm coping...
...been hoping to catch Dave (one of my closest friends, though we hardly chat) online for quite sometime...since he always helps...and knows exactly what to say...but i've been unlucky... :(
...anyways i should get to bed now,
just thought i'd let you in on the reason for the sobs you just heard coming from my side of the room though its 3:15am here!
i'll fill you in better tomorrow morning...

.....night!