...*siiiiiigh*

...so i've been goin' craaaaaaaazy alot lately...specially with a supposedly brilliant sister whose off to 'seeds of peace international camp, maine' in just about a week...oh yeah she's the genius after all...and i'm the dim-wit! ...everyone seems to believe that now, even my own mother except myself...but as the days go on...i am starting to accept it myself...i guess i'm just meant to live the 'cinder' part of life from the 'cinderella' story... *sigh*

...on another note, i'm just done with my best-friends 'chart-card' that i took sooooooo much trouble over since she is turning the BIG 1-8 EIGHTEEN in 3 mnths! ...oh'kay i'll let you have a look...but at the end of this post 'kay...? ...patience young-one...old one...everyone!

...oh you bloody heat! yeah i know you love watching me sweat and get frustrated as the days grow long but can't you just grow-up and make a move...i'm sure there are tonnes of other places you wanna visit and people you wanna torture and sadistically enjoy as they melt in your 'glare'...move on!...i know i have....

...so whats more? ...well nuin much here either...living life...tryin' to atleast though i ain't successful everytime and everyway...we all fall down...humans...and imperfection...what a piss off!

...i'm hot...and tired...and my head hurts...so i'm off to bed now at this unbelievably early hour...its just 1.30am!

g'nyt!